LaTe FeElInGs

I like to think that somehow you are looking for me, as sometimes I am looking badly for you, just to have the feeling that you are okay in your world, in your compromises, in your life.

Maybe you can know things about me seeing my pictures ... but maybe my pictures do not say nothing at all.
Maybe you are wondering if I sleep well tonight, or if I would like to speak with you and have later conversations.
Maybe you would like to know if I am feeling confident or frustrated..... If I can go work with a smille and right dressed up.... or if I forgot my makeup and my parfum.

I had not yet found my peace.... but I will find it!
You could help me a little bit more.... however, I am glad to try to find my way just by my own.

I can feel your presence...while music is playing around,  or I am taking my shower, or seating down in the couch....
(Or maybe this is my own alucination that somehow you can be thinking about me too).

Maybe I do not mean nothing for you anylonger, and that is almost okay now.
Maybe you are only a virtual presence in my mind ... but still it helps me keeping me doing my little things.

I know that destiny has something for me.
I do believe because I know inside of me that everyone has a mission to accomplish in life, so...I just need to find mine.
If I feel you wanna it so badly as I wanna too .... it simple will work!

I am looking for you, and sometimes I believe (even incorrectly) that you come to see me too.
Good energies are always aligned.

WhO aRe You WhEn NoBoDy SeeS yOu?

What if nobody from your family and friends could reach you? Could see you?
Would you be exactly the same person?
Would you keep straight within your behaviour?

Why?
What would change in your rotines that could make you be different? Feel different?

Do you think you would be knowing yourself in the same way, if nobody sees you?

What if ...
You can simple close your eyes and imagine the person that could appear in your own mind... Would it be Positive? Depressed? Annoying? Smiling? Traitor? Overeacted? Stressed? Crazy? Sexy? Overtalking? Friendly?

That would be the limit from you & your convictions against the barriers that society shapes your mind.

Complete the setence.... If nobody sees me...I would be ........................
& Then...
Then you should work for it!

I will be working to be myself too!
Even if nobody sees me ... because... in that tinny little space...probably there is the "truth" about yourself.

HeiDi XaViEr

Era um almoço normal, num dia normal de trabalho, numa cantina normalmente atarefada que entre as conversas normais de almoço eu falo que "giro giro" era ter uma Vespa para ir trabalhar.

Saiu-se o Vitor com "eu tenho uma amiga que tem uma Vespa parada praticamente nova que acabou por deixar de andar....".

E eu "- Ai sim? Ahhhh...Nice... passa para cá o numero" :)

Entre a confusao geografica da localizaçao da Vespa e sua dona, lá vi a dita na sua garagem. Ela meia tristonha por nao andar a rolar na estrada... e senti o tal click :) .."she is the one" + "foi amor a primeira vista" por ela e mal eu sabia que vinha com extra.

Depois de feito o "click" a quimica estava lançada e dias depois encontramo-nos num Sabado de manha para o teste drive!

Teste drive feito, e sem pestanejar siga para o notário :)

Notário que se mostrou revelador nao so pela alteraçao de titular da Vespa como oficializaçao da "amizade"entre ex-dona e futura-dona com o celebre "pedido de amizade" facebookiano.

Sim - eu comprei uma Vespa e ganhei também uma amiga! "Há negócios fantasticos. nao há?" :)

Heidi Xavier é a minha Vespa de matricula HX 50cc que está BACK ON TRACK!

Marta Vanceslau é só a pessoa mais empática, simpatica e "boa onda" que já conheci em tempo record, que acabou por tornar o meu mês de Maio num mês muito especial - Thank you!

Seguiram-se as quedas acrobáticas no mes seguinte - sim 3 no mesmo dia - que é como quem diz "toma lá que já almoçaste!" e a partir de agora, sou eu e a minha Heidi num auto-conhecimento reciproco que apesar da paixao folgosa inicial, tem que ser uma relação trabalhada com muita calma, e muito juizo, enfim... como qualquer outra relação.

@Marta e Heidi, sao um marco no meu mes de Maio 2015 e fazem jus assim o inicio de uma "nova era" - "Sonie, a Vespista mais fashion da Vila".

Aos futuros momentos e ao sorriso que ainda tenho por pensar que as boas energias quando se alinham, alinham-se mesmo.

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MaYBe

Maybe is a mysterious word.

Maybe you want. Maybe you do not want.
Until it is crystal clear...maybe it can be better wait a bit longer.

Maybe is the word "May"+"Be"... Possible to happen and that leave you with the feeling that you need to look for it.

Maybe is somehow your internal motivation that does not allow you to give up because maybe gives you hope.

"Maybe" is so frustrating from time to time, that you truly not understand the power of this word and status...

Maybe I just need to carry on...
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InSpIraTiOn

Just a castaway
An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
With no one here but me
More loneliness
Than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle.

A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life
But love can break your heart.

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle.

Walked out this morning
Don't believe what I saw
A hundred billion bottles
Washed up on the shore
Seems I'm not alone at being alone
A hundred billion castaways
Looking for a home

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle.

Sending out an SOS

GeT OuT

Get up out of bed and breathe.
Nothing can be more challenging than discover who really you are inside of you, without take into consideration any external opinion.

Get out of your fears.
Keep yourself free and enjoy the sun shinning out there.

Get out of your soul.
Let your emotions speak for you.
Do not control yourself, let your mind get lost and lost and lost...
Do not force yourself to find and conclude anything.

Get out of your duties.
Allow yourself to have a single moment with no thinking and no personal judgment.

Give up of all the thoughts that pull you to that place that you cannot feel capable to venturing youself.

Put your feet in the road and go away!

StAy TrUe

To be happy, you don't have to do anything new.
You just have to remember how to believe again.

Believe everything good is possible.
Believe in your dreams.
Believe in people.
Believe in love.
But most of all...Believe in yourself.

Have you ever noticed that people who believe they are unlucky always have misfortune?

Or people who believe they are lucky always seem to have good luck?

Or people who believe they always attract "the crazy ones," always seem to attract them, while those who have fantastic relationships will tell you that love is very real and very amazing?

You have to believe in something before you'll be able to experience it.

Skepticism of great things drives away great things.

Welcoming great things encourages more.
Believe in yourself and in great things, and you will start to see them in your life.

If something or someone bad comes along, let it go...don't let it change your beliefs.

We all come across great things and great people, and not-so-great things and not-so-great people. The ones we choose to focus on and the ones we choose to keep around will bring more of the same.

Happy people tend to spend a lot of time with other happy people. Shady folks have some pretty shady friends. If you try to change anyone or try to "make them" into better people, you'll find it's just not possible. It doesn't fit with their belief system, so it cannot work long term.

When you believe in great things, and bad things come your way, it shouldn't convince you that those great things aren't true.

It should just let you know that they are possible, just not at that time, or with that person, or in that circumstance.

 Stay true to yourself, and stay true to your positive beliefs, and in time, all great things will be yours.

Go WiTh ThE fLoW

Just:

GO!
Adventure yourself.
Move yourself.
Discover your self.

GO WITH
Go with your mind clean.
Go with your flavor and your instint.
Go with passion in the heart and brave spirit.
Go with all your strenghts, believing that the best will come.
Go with open thoughts.

WITH THE FLOW
Do not think in consequences.
Do not drive yourself into pressure.
Do not make overthinking.
Do not judge yourself, do not get yourself into closure.
Do not hurt yourself and others around you.
Do not misunderstand your values, your beliefes, your goals, your aspirations.
Do not think that destiny is not with you, because... flow is destiny, and destiny is good!

GO WITH THE FLOW!
For the moment my motto.

i LoVe ...

" Love or not to love.

We always talk about love, the right person for us, we talk about our fear of loneliness and in the meantime we forget to follow in love for ourselves, we forget to understand who we are, what we want and what trully makes us happy.

In this conquest to find our beloved one, our other half we forget to appreciate the ones who already complete us.

I am hopeless romantic, I cry to all the sad romantic movies, I am the one that hopes that all the people find the one that makes them sadder and happier than ever at the same time. But I learned that there is not a right way to love, or even a right way to be happy. You should never think you need that one to be happy, because you are much more than that. You are moments, you are laughter and you are life, with all the great things that come with it.

I just ask you to not be afraid of anything, even if it's love, a trip, an adventure. The secret is just to take a risk, even if the bigger risk is just to stay or go back home.

And when you get tired of life because it gets so heavy, you just sit on the couch, read a book and drink coco milk. Then sleep. It will all get better.

In the end, you should choose to love life. "

 

 

http://verdinamico.blogspot.co.uk/2014/01/love-or-not-to-love_5.html

 

Today amazing discovery from her blog!

 

JessBea <3 div="">

TiMe 4 qUoTes

 

"I fell in Love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself."

 

"The struggle you are in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow."

 

"One of happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you can't change."

 

"Sometimes the people around you, won't understand your journey. They don't need to, it's not for them."

 

"If it doesn't challenge you, it won't change you."

 

"If your dreams don't scare you, they aren't big enough."

 

"Life is about change. Sometimes it's painful. Sometimes it's beautiful. Bust most of the times, it's both."

 

"Surround yourself with people who have dreams, desire, and ambition: they will help you push for, and realize your own."

 

"You don't need someone to complete you. You only need someone to accept you completely."

 

"To be happy is always a great decision."

 

"Let just be who we really are."

LiTtLe PrInCesS: Mª BeAtRiz

 

 

Aprendemos que o trabalho nao é tudo na vida, a familia é tudo o que nos faz realmente bem ao coraçao.
Com todos os defeitos, com todas as virtudes, a familia é e será sempre o nosso porto de abrigo.
Por mais que as vezes não seja facil de ver isso, e ainda que precisemos tambem do respectivo espaço de cada um, naquele espaço e momento em que estamos juntos, estamos realmente juntos sem preconceitos, sem juizos de valor, sem falhas, sem desculpas.

A Maria Beatriz é uma flor! Chegou mais cedo e ainda deu uma dor de cabeça para sair da barriga da mamã, mas conquistou todos com este ar puro de menina bonita :').

A familia Pinto de Carvalho tem mais uma lady :) e como não ha-de deixar de ser vai ser uma lady de garra!

A Beatriz é o meu novo amor! <3 p="">

PiNk ThInkInG

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say,
Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face.
There's no one quite like you,
You push all my buttons down,
I know life would suck without you.

At the same time, I wanna hug you.
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck.
You're an asshole but I love you,
And you make me so mad I ask myself.
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known.
But I hate you, I really hate you,
So much, I think it must be...

True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you

Just once try to wrap your little brain around my feelings
Just once please try not to be so mean
Repeat after me now R-O-M-A-N-C-E-E-E,
Come on I'll say it slowly (Romance)
You can do it baby.

(I love you, I think it must be love, I love you)

Why do you rub me up the wrong way?
Why do you say the things that you say?
Sometimes I wonder how we ever came to be,
But without you I'm incomplete.


Music Powered by Pink
Title: True Love

28 yEaRs OlD

First 28th birthday with sunshine and you.

Lovely Smile, lovely eyes.

Love U.

O DiA

Ha um dia em que as nossas prioridades mudam.
O sorriso deles e mais forte que qualquer problema ou afazer... Que qualquer café, que qualquer compromisso.

Não sei se vou ser Mae algum dia... Mas ser Tia e qualquer coisa de inexplicável.

Os tios ficam com as coisas boas, com o sorriso quando tem o privilégio de os ver acordar depois da sesta.
Com a primeira roupinha, com a primeira papa...
Ser tio e puder estar presente e acompanhar lado a lado (não de muito perto) cada momento e saber que eles são os melhores de sempre.

Um dia vocês vão ler isto e achar que a vossa tia e doida :).
As tias são assim.
Um dia vão perceber ...para já..aproveitem os mimos das tias.

Já não consigo viajar sem me despedir..nem chegar sem ir dizer um ola.
Já não consigo passar o fim-de-semana sem ler a historinha.

A pouco-e-pouco...estão a crescer e a ficar cada vez mais godos e lindos.

Um beijo da Ti-Tia-Tola.

ThAnK U

Aos meus pais, António e Leonor Pinto de Carvalho, e irmãs, Cristina, Alexandra e Susana Carvalho, por acreditarem em mim e me apoiarem, incondicionalmente, em todos os momentos e decisões da minha vida, sendo fonte de inspiração e motivação diária.

A Ricardo Rodrigues Vieira e aos meus amigos mais próximos, pelo amor, carinho, amizade, por serem, continuamente, confiantes nas minhas capacidades e terem sempre um ombro disponível e um abraço para me dar.

Aos estagiários do Programa INOVContacto, edição C16, por não terem deixado esmurecer a força e a coragem de continuar a lutar por este objetivo mesmo em terras moçambicanas.

Aos mestres e mestrandos do MESG, por transformarem estes últimos dois anos numa partilha constante de experiências, companheirismo e verdadeiro espirito universitário. Tornando o regresso a faculdade, numa experiência única e de grande contributo académico e profissional.

A todos os professores do MESG, particularmente, à Professora Lia Patrício pela sua dedicação e empenho em cada fase deste trabalho, sendo uma mentora influente e uma fonte de encorajamento e orientação.

À KonkConsulting, nomeadamente, a António Almeida, Lúcia Felisberto e Carlos Xavier, por aceitarem o meu estágio na organização e terem proporcionado as condições e apoios necessários para a conclusão este projeto.

Por fim, a todos aqueles que contribuíram direta ou indiretamente na realização deste projeto.

Um profundo bem-haja, e, muito obrigada!

Thesis Status: Delivered!

Oh Yeah ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ 

SoRtE

Sorte e a palavra deste mes.

Tive sorte em entrar em contra-ciclo.
Tive sorte em encontrar pessoas boas.
Tenho sorte em ter amigos.
Tenho sorte em ter o melhor namorado do mundo.
Tenho sorte por ter uma família especial que me surpreende todos os dias.
Tenho sorte em ter saúde.
Tenho sorte em ter forca.
Tenho sorte poder repetir que tive sorte.

Depois de estar quase a atirar a toalha ao chão e de 700 cv's enviados, tive sorte... Podiam ter sido 10000 porque não ia desistir.
Tenho sorte em ter coragem para arrriscar e forca para lutar sem nunca me arrepender de ter trocado o certo pelo incerto.
Tenho sorte em não ter de ter de emigrar para já.

Quase não se pode dizer que se tem sorte porque dizem que agoira e da azar.
Gosto de repetir para mim que foi sorte, fé, empenho...
Seja o que tiver sido sinto-me emocionada e agradecida ... e quase como a resolução de 2013 estivesse concluída:

Encontrei um novo emprego.
Entrego a tese em 15 dias (mm que não seja tao boa quanto gostaria).
Vivo na baixa do Porto.
Hei-de visitar um outro pais na Africa...mas para já conheci 4 cidades na Europa.

Tive sorte porque lutei.. Ou simplesmente porque tive sorte sem conseguir dissertar mais sobre o assunto.
E quase que me culpo por ter tido sorte e gostar dizer isso em voz alta.

No fundo gostava que a sorte chegasse a todos os que lutam, se esforçam e merecem... Porque a sorte deve chegar a todos.

Espero que ela chegue sempre a quem precisa. *

BOA SORTE.

2 MoNtHs

Ai está!

Familia "de Carvalho Rente" reunida e bem-disposta.

Estes pestinhas nem sonham com quem se vieram meter.

Hip Hip Urra!

1st MoNtH

Just to say ... We will always be here for you.

INOV C16 @Moçambique

                     

Sempre disse que a parte boa da aventura havia de chegar depois de já nao a estar a viver.

Quem vê este video percebe que 6 meses foram intensos, entre adaptar a uma nova realidade, encontrar uma casa para morar, aceitar o destino onde o "salto no desconhecido" foi realmente o compromisso dos 30 + que se juntaram a esta aventura.

 

Aqui está quem conheci, o que trouxe, as paisagens que vi, as risadas, as novas experiencias.

Ficou a faltar, a outra parte.... mas no final a outra parte nao é assim tao importante porque no final so ficam as coisas boas! :)

 

The "PaRaDiSe" in 5 minutes.

TeA TiMe

O cha fez companhia numa bela tarde de estudo com vista para o Douro.

Aquelas coisas fofas chamadas caracois dao um toque comico e especial ao acto simples de beber cha.

Acompanhadas de uns bons resumos de 20 folhas pa decorar, ca estamos de volta a uma "ultima" epoca de exames.

Resolucao 2013:
Finish Master
Get a new job
Live @ Baixa do Porto
Visit another Africa Country *

XD ^^